Monday, August 6, 2007

The Last Breath

I open my eyes
Slowly...
I've been here for long, feels like forever.
Its hard keeping my eyes open, it hurts
The sight I see is painful,
A hospital room with me,
lost somewhere in this mass of tubes and bottles.
I try to recall everything,
that led to this inevitable day.
All I remember is a bundle of memories,
My brain cant think so much & my head hurts.
I know this is the end,
I can feel it, I can see it coming towards me.
I think about Sara, my daughter.
I wonder if she knows this,
I wonder if she realises that I loved her the most,
even more than her mother.
Ah..!!
I think about Julie,
my queen..
Now I can finally be together with her again
I know she's waiting for me up there.

I look around again,
For anything familiar,
anything that can link me to the life I've left behind.
Its my past, I realise.
I have to move ahead,
but there is no time left, the clocks hav stopped ticking & time has halted.
Its all over,
there is no future,
Death is eternal and final.

I look up at the night sky,
my new home welcomed me.
I closed my eyes and thought of the past,
first time, not of the future.
There is no future.

This is the end.

I calmly compose myself,
close my eyes slowly,
and draw a deep breath,
The Last Breath





6 comments:

Surabhi said...

Difficult to imagine, evidently justifies its difficulty to describe too..
How did such a circumstance ever strike you? If at all someone ever knew the actual truth.....

Anyway, good show..
Hey but..There is no beat to the first one. That felt like the eternally genuine and common truth for all! :)

Surabhi said...

Time..time..and I am still crying for time!!!
I am sure you'll be able to write something too (UN-gothic) only after exams..hee hee!!

EyE$taR said...

actualy ya...d only thing i can think abt now is CHEM...PHY...& MATHS...(dnt giv a shit abt bio..lol..).....AAAHHH>>>!!!!.....wt d hel is happ 2 me..???!!....BRAIN GTIN ATTACKED BY THE *SCIENCE* TRYIN 2 DESTROY THE EARTH..!!!!..!!....ahhh!!(still screamin..!!)

Surabhi said...

We are becoming..Sciencoholic! Err..Doesnt sound like a compliment...(was it meant to be one?) Anyway...In desperateness for exam fever to end..I join your scream!

Surabhi said...

Where are u whiling away your time. I have written something new. Check out. And give me some pleasure too to admire your work!
You lazy bug!!

Anonymous said...

u have a problem..i realise that now..