Days flash past
Night’s torture and torment.
It’s a part of my past,
Dead and buried deep inside,
But it still hurts.
Memories kill every time they trigger inside my mind,
Feelings of dread and sorrow linger within my soul.
I pray for these thoughts to disappear,
And wish this pain and suffering finally ends.
I thought I was dead and tried to be cold,
When u came and apologized.
I couldn’t forgive you,
Too much had happened.
I tried to forget.
Told myself that you will change,
And everything would go back to normal.
But you didn’t.
Betrayed me again and I was certain that it’s over.
I was right.
Somewhere deep inside,
A slight feeling of guilt remains.
Maybe I was to blame,
Maybe I was what went wrong,
Or maybe not.
A longing to go back and change the situation,
And alter my decisions engulfs me.
I assume its time for me to realize
That it’s over and long gone.
And move on with my life.
But it still hurts.
I just didn’t lose a mere friend,I lost a part of myself.
Night’s torture and torment.
It’s a part of my past,
Dead and buried deep inside,
But it still hurts.
Memories kill every time they trigger inside my mind,
Feelings of dread and sorrow linger within my soul.
I pray for these thoughts to disappear,
And wish this pain and suffering finally ends.
I thought I was dead and tried to be cold,
When u came and apologized.
I couldn’t forgive you,
Too much had happened.
I tried to forget.
Told myself that you will change,
And everything would go back to normal.
But you didn’t.
Betrayed me again and I was certain that it’s over.
I was right.
Somewhere deep inside,
A slight feeling of guilt remains.
Maybe I was to blame,
Maybe I was what went wrong,
Or maybe not.
A longing to go back and change the situation,
And alter my decisions engulfs me.
I assume its time for me to realize
That it’s over and long gone.
And move on with my life.
But it still hurts.
I just didn’t lose a mere friend,I lost a part of myself.
6 comments:
Ahem...I could connect it. It made so much "sense!"
But girl, your blogs portray your life much more depressingly dark than it actually is!
So one thing you outta know, the effect's profound :)
a very touching poem with which you can connect. It actually brings out the darkness of the subject and beautifully erectts the monument of words around the subject.
atta girl
abe really good.....i did not noe u olso wrote blogs.this was really good...
damn.....its OSUM!!!!!!!rilly!!!!somethn dat ne1 can connect to!!!!u go gurl!!!!
lovely piece of work but cheer up!life is not all that sad!
u dont write and moreover u delete a comment too! thats so mean!
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